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| Rest In Paradise Jonny AKA "dirt" Phommachan
April 12th, 1988 - November 16th, 2005
"Gone...But Never Forgotten"
something happend on the 16th of november... it was something that i wont ever be able to accept.. my homie..brother passed away.. he was taken away in front of me... its hard hearin bout your homies passin away...but to see it happen...right in front of you.. is a whole different story...everyday now..i have a empty feeling inside...knowin that one of the few homies i was close with..is gone..not bein able to hear his voice or see his face... all i can say..it hurts... it wont stop hurting...
*sigh*...jonny...my left hand man...its hard to believe that you're gone man.. you werent just a "homie" but a brother... heh...jus thinkin bout how many times we've said "i love you" to each other...thinkin we were gay... haha.. i miss you so much... everynite i still think you're gonna call me after nine..since thats when you get your free minutes... then by the end of our what? hour to 3 hour talks..haha. you'd tell me that you gon call me again tomorrow night... shit man... let dem niggas think im gay talkin like dis.. but shit dey dont know what we been thru...yeah... i only known you for like..what? 7-8 months? but guess what... feels like YEARS.. stayin at your house for TWO months... haha.. sneakin in and out your window everynight...like you said...we'd laugh about it when we grow up and look back on the days.. dont worry tho man..imma take care your right hand man flip.. i cant believe it... we're suppose to be the "3 STOOGES" .. now..theres only 2... but dont worry jonny...you wont be replaced... and thats on everything.. nobody could ever replace you... i never knew how much i meant to you til that one night... when you asked me since flip my right hand man..what does that make you? ...remember what i said? "i still do have a left hand homie.." haha. And...the thing you told me..i'll NEVER forget... not this life time or the next... "danny...you're my soul, why? because you guide me thru everything... " jonny man... who suppose to fix me them late night food.. or make me kool aid... while you drink your nasty ass raspberry nestea? haha...*sigh* ...damn homie... imma miss sneakin thru your window...and the times i seen your ass try strugglin thru it..haha...always have'n you play the music in your room..while we would fall asleep... and wake up and take turns make'n fun of each other fixin our hairs...haha... everywhere i go in portland..reminds me of you... you were one of the first niggas i got close with... man...what am i gonna do...doesnt feel right at all have'n to not see you around...have'n you always tryin to annoy me...cuz you "thought" it was fun..haha... or tryin to dress like "me" with all black..slacks and flannel when we went to church with flip.. and..it was funny..cuz you actually did...haha...i miss you man...and remember how you asked me... "danny who can you imagine growin up and still hangin out with...like when we're OLD..?" i said you and flip...but now look...its something that not gonna happen.... i was you were "just JOKING" about all this... jonny man...i know right now you're up in paradise.. have'n fun....well dont get too carried away...and have TOO much fun with out me...wait for me too...alright? i'll see you up there one day. And dont worry..we're gonna keep bumping your song "ooh i think they like me"...and i guess i gotta close this by sayin what you'd LOVE TO SAY... "so with my V'z up high homie im out the door...black rag neva drags V'z up IM GONE" heh... "ONE LOVE" right? ... well jonny...take care yaself up there..ya hear? and now...instead of me guide'n you...you gonna have to guide me...alright? i love you..my left hand man...my homie... my brother... -Danny |
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| *yawn* well im at sang's house eatin DIBS ice cream...damn...dem shit taste good...haha... its around 3:43 am... jus sittin up listenin to music chyllen... headin home in couple days.. get some rest...haha...well shit...im boutz to go to sleep...so peace out to all ya ladies and gentlemen..haha..deuce |
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| well shit..got bak from ptown last night... feel kinna worn out..haha.. shit.. welll it was aight...i aint got nuddin to say..so im boutz to dipset... |
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| Funny how mistakes can be made over and over again..and the apologizes can be said so "easily". A mistake happens for a reason...is to learn from them...not to keep repeating them... An apology shoudnt be said more than once for a mistake. People dont understand that apologizes...starts lose'n its meaning after the first couple time its said for the same mistake. I dont know if its because of the area im in...or because of the people i know... but all in all..i feel like i dont belong up here. At first maybe i did...but i guess i was deceived? I dont know. People who are reading this is probably trying to figure out what im talking about... well if you dont know..maybe its not meant for you to know? The people who come across this will know what im talking about. Well..i think i've said enough for one entry.. |
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